Sunday, June 28, 2009 Sunday, June 28, 2009
shock
Yesterday was the shockest day in my life. I experienced a mixture of emotions within a day, from shock to confuse and finally calm down.
If you were in my shoe, I doubt your ability to accept a truth that you were unaware for years. I was struggling so hard to fight against all sort of thoughts. Life is dramatic, I could not imagine this kind things happened on my closed one. It is so unreal!
I need someone to talk to, I am dying to keep it all to myself. I am not prepare to the piece of news at any moment, perhaps it takes time to change my perception, organize my thoughts and view things in a brand new angle. Things may get better in this way?